"... over and over... "

(Early 2011...  I may never tell anyone exactly what my poems are about. But I can say this... it's called looking back, reviewing, acknowledging, learning, accepting, growing, and letting go.)

In dreams...
So many times,
My dreams
Shattered
Within a dream...
A nightmare...

Over and over...
I am born,
A vessel
Of hope,
Of light.
My love
Spread in flight,
Free
And unconditional.
Joyful and innocent.

And unaware...

Pulled,
Pushed,
Savage,
From above...
Asking why...
Falling away
From all that is good...
All goodness
Torn from me...
Bleeding,
My shattered heart...